Wednesday, August 01, 2007
it started out as a fine day.
just tired.
and excited to see mr sun back in action.
after lecture,
everything just came tumbling.
i was feeling so depressed and tired of everything.
just barely made it till the end of work
for a quick left-over meal.
then came the call.
as much as the news devastated him,
it affected me so much too.
now,
there is nothing i can do
except providing a lean-on for him.
there is so much limits to what i can do for him
and he for that matter.
watching him makes my heart shatter.
never have i seen him like this before.
i was close to tears a few times after i met him after work,
i wanted to make sure he was alright.
really alright.
the emotions he is going through now
is really trying.
being across nations
bonded by flesh and blood.
i finally realised
only when something major happens,
do someone start noticing how much they have neglected that part of them
then,
you start to feel torn apart and blank.
you dont know what to do or think
and your mind just sets you on the worst.
as much as you dun wan the worst to happen,
it is a way of preparing yourself for the worst.
oh dear god,
what can i do for him.
right now.
pouts lippie*
8/01/2007 12:11:00 AM
